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  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Graphic_Depictions_Of_Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      Divergent_Series_-_Veronica_Roth, Divergent_(Movies), Divergent_-_All
      Media_Types
  Relationship:
      Eric/Tris_Prior, Christina/Will_(Divergent)
  Character:
      Eric_(Divergent), Tris_Prior, Christina_(Divergent), Will_(Divergent),
      Four_(Divergent), Caleb_Prior, Peter_Hayes_(Divergent), Al_(Divergent),
      Drew_(Divergent), Natalie_Prior, Andrew_Prior, Jeanine_Matthews
  Stats:
      Published: 2017-09-16 Updated: 2017-10-27 Chapters: 5/? Words: 3044
****** i.d.f.c*ON HOLD* ******
by AngelNovak
Summary
     Eric is the one to save Tris from Peter, Al, and Drew but when the
     attack is way more severe than they thought can her move on or will
     she crumble under her own minds torments?
     Chapter titles are song titles that inspired said chapters also I
     suck at summary's but I've always liked Eric better than Four and
     thought why the hell not and BAM this was created, enjoy!!!
***** Sweet Dreams are Made of These *****
Chapter Summary
     Some of them want to use you
     Some of them want to get used by you
     Some of them want to abuse you
     Some of them want to be abused.
     ~Marilyn Manson
"They found his body at the bottom of the Chasm."
Her words ring through my head, mocking me, reminding me that one fuck up will
have Eric or Max throwing me to the bottom as well. I don't want to overthrow
the system I just want to survive I don't- Someone grabs my mouth and starts
pulling me to the Chasm. "Grab her and keep her quiet." Peter's voice is loud
in the quiet hallway.
I fight more and they just tighten their grip before I'm slammed into a wall my
ears ring with the force my head hit the wall with. "You think you're so
fucking special, going through the ranks." He growls and starts ripping my
pants open. "Hey man, you said we were just gonna scare her." Al really? "Yeah,
but if they're getting some of her I might as well before they discard her
themselves." I try to scream and bite down at the hand across my mouth only to
have my head roughly pulled back and shoved back into the wall.
"Be a good girl and take it or we'll do so much worse." I struggle as Peter
spreads my legs and wraps a hand around my throat. I struggle to breathe as he
lifts me up and shoves me against the wall. "It shouldn't hurt too bad stiff,
given how high you are in rankings I can tell they've had their fun with you
more than once." He manages to pull his cock out and rub it against me as I use
my free arm to scratch at him.
He growls as he staggers back I go to make a break for it only for him to grab
me as swing me back into the wall, pressing my face into it he hisses in my
ear. "Y'know I was gonna make this easy, but now I think I should share right
boys?" Drew snickers as he palms himself through his pants. "Definitely,
sharing is caring y'know." Peter crosses my hands behind my back as he kicks my
legs apart and forces my face more into the wall.
"Don't worry, you'll enjoy this."
He snickers as he slams into me roughly, tearing something inside me I let out
a silent scream. "Shit stiff, if I knew you were this tight I would have gone
after you sooner." He wraps my hair in a fist and yanks my head back and runs a
tongue up my ear. "You like that stuff, love my cock shoving into you like
this, I bet I could do this for days and you'd never be satisfied." He bites
roughly into my neck as he goes harder and faster, my skin scraping against the
stone wall in front of me.
Please end soon, please.
"What about her ass?" It's Drew talking. Peter stops and pulls out only to spin
me around and pick me up. "Wrap your legs around my waist or were both gonna
fuck your ass at the same time." I comply hoping that it will end sooner this
way, be less painful. "Go right ahead." He goes back to sucking at my neck and
I instinctually try to jerk away. I can feel Drew behind me rubbing his dick
between my ass cheeks.
The scream I let out rings in my ears as he roughly just plows into my ass, not
stopping for a moment as he tears my insides apart. I can feel the blood
running down my legs. "Shit keeps her quiet, I won't last long, she's so
tight." Their thrusts start getting sloppy as they pant in my ears. "We're
gonna fill you up stiff. Gonna breed you like the bitch you are." Peter pants
in my ear as his gip tightens and he slams into me. "So. Good. FUCK!" They both
growl as they fill me up, not slowing or stopping until their completely spent.
I'm so tired I don't notice Al yelp or Drew trying to get away until I'm
dropped suddenly. "We were just showing this bitch her place!" Peter sounds
terrified as I try to crawl away only for the pain to shoot through my body
again. I can't even let out a whimper as I'm lifted into tattooed arms my world
goes black.
***** I act like I don't care *****
Chapter Summary
     The aftermath and knowledge that Eric is the one that saved her.
Chapter Notes
See the end of the chapter for notes
I wake up to screaming in a dark room, in a bed that isn't mine and for a
moment I'm fine, until my whole body aches and I hear what the yelling is
about. "-n't give a shit what you think Four! She's safer here now go get the
god damn doctor!" Eric? I must have said his name out loud because a few
seconds later he's handing me a glass and some pills.
I shake my head and back away from him as he kneels down in front of me. "Take
this stiff, your gonna need it for the pain." His use of the word stiff makes
it all come back to me and I scream trying to get away from him. His jaw
clenches but he just starts backing away with his hands in the air; water and
pills left on the nightstand. "Okay, do you know where you are Tris?"
I look around and take in my surroundings, I'm in a bedroom that has a file
cabinet in one corner and a lamp with a chair beside it in the other. On the
opposite wall, there is a bookshelf filled to the brim. I attempt to get up to
go look when I'm painfully reminded what had happened. I see the pills and cup
in my face again and sigh before grabbing both. "thank you." It's so weak I'm
surprised that he heard me. "yeah."
I wait for the medicine to take effect before getting up to go the bookshelf. I
skim my fingers across some of the spines before turning back to Eric who is
leaning against the doorway. "Erudite born?" Instead of lecturing me about
bringing up his previous faction he just nods as I continue to look through his
books. "I can see you wanna ask something, nows your chance." I consider him
before sighing. "Why did you save me? What do you want exactly?" His jaw
clenches and he sighs deeply a few times before answering. "I had a sister, we
both transferred here from Erudite." He has a sister? I've never seen her. I'm
about to ask where she is when it hits me.
"Nobody found her." He nods, "Not until the next morning when she was so banged
up from the rape then the drop down the chasm that she couldn't be recognized."
I want to go over and squeeze his hand, but I know he wouldn't appreciate it.
He's more the 'suffer in silence' type anyway. Instead, I just smile sadly and
mumble out an 'I'm sorry' before going back to the bookshelf.
I get the courage to ask something else when Four and someone else shows up.
"This is Dr. Lee she is gonna look at you and see how bad it is." I can do
nothing but nod as she has me lay back down on the bed. "Can you both please
leave, it will only take a few moments." They both nod before leaving the room.
Chapter End Notes
     sorry its short
***** chapter 3 *****
Chapter Summary
     cause I'm tired it's 4 am so here you go
She's quick about it, making sure there are no broken bones and that the
bruises aren't too severe before she moves to the part I was dreading. "I know
you don't want to dear, but we have to make sure that you are OK." I sigh and
nod and she motions for me to undress. I only hesitate for a moment before
shredding my layers.
She's quick about it but that doesn't make it any less uncomfortable. Laying
back she does the less stressful ones making sure my hipbones weren't
disconnected or anything. It's ok at first but when she starts to check me
internally I scream and rush away from her, huddling in a corner with my arms
over my head.
'It shouldn't hurt too bad stiff, given how high you are in rankings I can tell
they've had their fun with you more than once.'
It rings in my ears and makes me deaf to the world around me. There are murmurs
but nothing else gets through. When a hand touches my wrist I lunge for the
person and end up having a hand around their throat. As I meet their eyes there
not the dead brown of Peter but the gunmetal blue of Eric's eyes. I freeze and
realize I attacked him, naked, and am still straddling his waist.
I quickly disentangle from him and grab the closest shirt to me, I can tell
from the way it dwarfs me that it's his and not mine. "Your OK Tris, you're in
my apartment remember?" I meet his eyes again and realize that he's not angry
at me for attacking him. It calms me down and I nod at him and as he nods in
return he gets up to leave when I grab a hold of his arm.
"They can't get you here, one is dead anyway." I continue to shake my head and
he sighs before sitting behind me on the bed with an arm wrapped around my
middle. "Are you sure you're ok with him being in here during this?" I bite my
lip before nodding and she starts her examination again. The entire time Eric
has his head buried into my neck, his breathing calming my own.
I don't even notice her finishing.
"You have some internal bleeding from the stretch but it's not anything you'll
need surgery for." She turns to Eric. "She needs to stay here for two weeks, be
sure to clear out your spare bedroom before I get back with her stuff." I feel
him nod against my shoulder. When she closes the door behind her I relax into
him and just give myself a moment to feel safe in his arms.
"are you ok?" It's whispered into my shoulder and is barely audible over the
blood rushing in my ears. I just nod and relax into him for a while.
***** Cry Baby *****
Chapter Summary
     A little bit of history between Eric and Tris.
Chapter Notes
     You seem to replace
     Your brain with your heart
     You take things so hard
     And then you fall apart
     ~Melanie Martinez
He holds his hand out for me to grab, helping me to not fall down the rocks.
"Slow down puppy, I have shorter legs than you do." Snickering he just picks me
up and carries me across the rubble around us. "Yes well, if you weren't so
damn short you wouldn't have this problem now would you kitten?" I try to kick
him in the leg but can't reach so I go for struggling against his hold, all
that does is cause him to laugh and grab my ass with one hand and legs with the
other.
I'm so glad he can't see my blush.
He puts me down as we reach the end of the house. "Someone's feisty today." I
sigh and run a hand through my hair. "I'm not selfless enough for Abnigation
it's the third time this week I've gotten a lecture on 'selfish behavior' from
my father. My mom just smiles encouragingly at me so she's not as mad as he is
but still." He snorts at my explanation and all I can do is glare at him.
"Don't be an ass Eric this is an actual issue for me!" He just laughs louder
before suddenly stopping.
"You just called me by my first name, I must really be in trouble." My glare
intensifies at his smirk. "Be a good boy puppy, this is a serious problem! What
if I never fit in with any faction least of all the one I'm born into?" He
sighs and pulls me into his chest. "Look, you got two years to think about
this, don't worry just yet. Give it time you might develop some trait from one
of the factions." He holds my face in his hands and forces me to look into his
eyes.
"Don't let anyone influence your decision kitten, not me not your parents or
faction leaders. This is your decision, don't fuck it up you can't take this
one back." I nod and hold onto his wrists. "Ok puppy."
"Puppy?" He jumps at the nickname and his head shoots up so fast I think I hear
a crack. "Are we ever going to talk about it or is it something we'll just
pretend didn't happen?" He stares at me for a moment and blinks before all
emotion but amusement flashes in his eyes. He smirks at me and I just shake my
head and get up before he can even answer. He growls as I open the front door
just for him to come up behind me and slam it shut. "The situation is different
Tris, we were kids, we can't be that anymore."
I can feel his angry breath across my neck and huff in frustration before
turning and trying to punch him in the gut. He easily catches it before picking
me up by both my wrists I just glare at him from under my lashes. "You don't
understand-" "Then explain it to me don't just say 'you cant understand' and
expect me to accept that sort of answer!" I head but him and when he drops me I
run for the kitchen.
"Eric Cutler." If looks could kill, "It's not your place to question your
leaders initiate!" I regard him carefully before deciding that he won't
actually hurt me at the moment. "It's not your place to be a gigantic prig that
feels the need to show us all that you're better than Four."
He freezes and his face goes blank but his eyes burn like he wants to skin me
alive and hang me by said skin over the chasm. "Goodbye Eric." I quickly walk
around him but I feel his eyes following me the entire way.
***** Love the Way you Lie *****
Chapter Summary
     High off of love
     Drunk from my hate
     It's like I'm huffing paint
     And I love it the more that I suffer
     I suffocate
     And right before I'm about to drown
     She resuscitates me
     She fucking hates me
     And I love it
     Wait
     Where you going
     I'm leaving you
     No you ain't
     Come back
     ~A Skylight Drive (Cover)
In a week it went from bad to worse. More screaming matches during training,
some get so intense that they have bled into the dining hall a few times.
Random little things getting me in trouble (not beating Chris to death and
nearly beating Peter to it) talking to Four that ended up in another argument
that turned into yelling him about acting like a jealous boyfriend in the
dorms.
He's a mess.
Looking at the punching bag sway I feel someone watching me. "I don't want to
talk about it Four." I hear a scoff, which is a sound I've definitely never
heard him make. I turn to him only for it to be Eric watching with amusement on
his face and anger in his eyes. "I'm almost offended that you think I'm Four,
almost." I roll my eyes and go back to what I was doing. "Your posture is
sloppy and you have the disadvantage of being smaller than everyone else."
He forces my back straight and moves my shoulders so I appear to be slightly
bigger than I am. I feel his hand go to my throat and automatically start to
fight him. He chuckles and holds me tight to him making it nearly impossible to
breath least of all move. I feel him walking backward and dragging me with him.
"Fighting a dummy is all fun and good, if you would be fighting people standing
sitll." He lets me go and I nearly stumble to the ground. "But it's not gonna
prepare you for fighting someone moving."
He throws a punch and I dodge it only to have him kick my legs from under me.
"See what I mean?" I quickly get up before he can get another kick in just in
time for him to grab my arm and twist it behind my back. "Rule number one,
don't underestimate your enemy, you never know what they're capable of." He
lets me go and I quickly turn to face him.
We keep at it for an hour maybe two and each time he manages to get me to the
ground he tells me another stupid rule. I growl in frustration when he gets me
again before grabbing a hold of his shirt and taking him down with me this
time. He seems surprised as I quickly roll us over and get a hand around his
throat the other holding onto the one he has at mine.
Something passes through his eyes before he shoots up gripping my hair between
his fingers and latches his teeth onto my neck. I can't help the yelp as he
rolls over and sucks hard on the hollow of my throat. I get a fistful of his
hair and rip him off me only to pull him back down slamming his lips to mine.
This isn't like the one before he left for the choosing ceremony, it's vicious
with teeth biting lips and tongues tangling in an aggressive fight for control.
I take advantage of his distraction to knee him in the stomach and even though
he breaks away he doesn't let go just pick me up and slams me back down into
the mat knocking the wind from my lungs and taking it into his own I whimper at
his violence but can't stop him. Well, I could, but I don't think I want too.
A sharp tug on his hair gets a hand on my thigh helping to wrap it around his
waist and growl from him as he attempts to suck my soul through my throat. "My
kitten..." I hear a voice in the back of my head that sound suspiciously like
Christina's saying 'BAD IDEA' but I only tug a little too hard on his hair when
I hear footsteps. He freezes for only a moment before helping me up and getting
us in a position that makes it look like we were training.
"Whats going on here?" I look into Four's blue eyes and notice him staring at
my neck. "Just a little extra training number boy, fighting a dummy only gets
people so far." Eric narrows his eyes before smirking and letting me go. "Don't
worry Four, I don't bite." I snort involuntarily and Christina gives me a look.
"Later." She pulls me into a half hug. "You are to give me every detail before
bed tonight." "Yes mother."
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